My Monday was devoted to the dentist. I have two temporary crowns and went in today to get the permanent ones. Well, to speed through a dull story, hours later with my mouth numb and one temporary having been chipped off, I got a new temporary.
I was not happy with the color of the crown. So, I’m paying more and getting an all porcelain one. My dentist is splitting the lab costs of them with me so it’s only costing an extra $50 per tooth, but these will show if I smile wide and I don’t want them to look like crowns.
So, poof, there goes my money. Unfortunately, this took a long time to figure out and I had not taken a book with me – expecting it would be a quick procedure. Oh well, so it goes. It was very kind of the dentist to split the costs with me because caps are expensive enough to begin with. Yikes!
I called Teresa late and asked if she wanted to have dinner. We have gotten out of the habit of spur of the moment suppers and it was good to see her and hear about her Thanksgiving break.
I shared with her the new track I’m on – to look at my skills and talents and figure out what I should be doing with my life. We’ll see where that goes. When I look at what I’m good at, I see many possibilities of what one could do with those things.
However, when I look at what I’m not good at, one that I keep coming back to is a central problem. As I summed it up in my journal the other day, “the norm is a mystery to me.” And it is. I don’t know how I can ever address that. So, I just have to figure out how to make it a positive.