My days seem so very much the same lately that I’m hesitant to write about them for fear of boring you to tears. Or, to mouse clicks. I work. I paint. I prepare for the show. Lather, rinse, repeat.
But there’s a lot going on in my mind. I guess I’m just not ready to premiere it yet, because I’m not sure what “it” is. The short story is that I am in a serious transition phase. I can feel it. It’s palpable. I’m just not sure what it means or where it’s going yet. But, I’d guess that my life will be very different a year from now than it is today.
I always assume my life will be better in the future. I remember saying that in a small group of people a couple of years ago, and being chastized for being so foolish.But, it still seems logical to me – and, frankly, essential – to believe that. Otherwise, it seems like you’d be setting yourself up to fail in a way.
I’m searching. I’m just not sure for what. So, it’s hard to know if I’ve found it yet.
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