The movers are here right now, emptying the room full of boxes of stuff that I brought from my mom’s after she died. It’s much more emotional for me than I expected.
I decided to get away from that and walked in to see the box of my recently-ex-bf’s stuff that I need to send back to him. I just haven’t been ready to do that either – not sure why – but I just haven’t, even though it has been boxed up for a long time.
I didn’t expect this to be emotional – I thought I was ready to deal with it – but I guess I wasn’t. Oh well… no choice… I have to. Seems that’s how much of life works – you do things when you have to. And I now have to.